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woowoo at casa del pooch

Posted on June 27, 2013

Last night, around 2:30 a.m., as I was finishing up in the kitchen before heading to bed, I heard a sound.  It was a *TING* sound, and if you have dogs with tags, and those dogs have stainless dog dishes, you know what sound I mean.

I can always identify which dog is at the dish, and whether it is a food dish (there are two) or the water dish (one) by the quality of the TING.    (Kelly’s ting is duller, I assume because she’s shorter and the tags rest against her chest.  Cobie’s ting is more melodic, probably because when he bends down to drink, the tags dangles.)

So not an unusual noise, except it sounded…off.  A water dish TING, but not Kelly’s ting and not Cobie’s ting.

Also, I was looking at both dogs.  Specifically, I had them in a sit because I was about to give them each a baby carrot.  Which I did.  Then I investigated, but found nothing.  (I thought maybe a June bug, ugh.  But no insects were in sight.)

Oliver doesn’t wear a tag, or a collar.  Furthermore, he had gone out.

I wrote it off as my imagination, but the water dish was a little low so I refilled it.  Then, as I prepared to leave the room, I heard it again.  TING.  And it did not sound like either dog’s tag at either dish, yet it had to be, right?  Except they had both gone down the hall to lie outside Zor’s door and sniff kittenfumes.

Again I checked for June bugs.  Again I found nothing.

Oliver scratched to come in, so I let him in, and then, as he brushed past my ankles, TING.

I was getting creeped out.  Odd, considering that I am not an easily creeped person, and that the sound was so ordinary.

I heard Zor coming sleepily down the hall, past the dog patrol.  She had kittenfumes (aka Artemis) with her, so the troops followed.  I watched her come into the kitchen and get a drink.  I felt compelled to stay put until she was done in the kitchen; I used the excuse of kitty sitting.  In due course she finished, and we all went to bed.  I didn’t hear anything else.

Weirdness…

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pretending to be blind

Posted on May 28, 2013

Every night for several years now, as I walk to bed in the dark, I say to myself, “Self, you should blog about doing this.”  And then it comes daylight, and I forget.

Today I remembered, lucky lucky you.

It started when I found out about the first cataract, which came on abruptly and advanced aggressively until, within a year, I was nearly blind in that eye.  And by nearly blind, I mean when I took the eye test at the BMV, I couldn’t see anything at all through that eye.  Not a shape, not a shadow…nothing.

I would have to have surgery, and I was terrified.  What if I went blind?

Back in juinior high school, and I forget whether it was seventh or eighth grade, in the English reader (how I loved the reader every year) there was a story about a man in ago times, a meek clerk of some kind, who had his dominant hand crushed in some act of violence, and who taught himself to use his non-dominant hand for writing so he could work.  I don’t recally any more about the story than this, which was the most important aspect to me apparently.

It worried me mightily that I could lose my ability to write if something happened to my right hand, so I began at once to practice writing with my left.  I never became good at it, but I can make moderately legible scratch marks.  And of course, now, if I lost my right hand, I could probably just do most of my writing at one keyboard or another, typing slowly and one-handedly, and it would be legible, but at the time typing everything on a typewriter would have been a huge hassle.  So I practiced.

Which is why it was completely in character for me, faced with a loss of eyesight, to practice being blind.  And now, still, although the first cataract–caused, Drs L & P say, by an injury–is gone, and a second in the other eye–caused by age and sunlight–is both miniscule and not avancing, and is thus of no account, I still nightly practice being blind by turning off all the lights and walking to bed that way, navigating from corner to doorway to dresser, with dogs felt trotting along before (Kelly) and beside (Cobie).  They’ve gotten quite good at this over the years.  Even Kelly, who trips me about eight times a day, manages to stay out from under foot while we’re practicing being blind.

Anyhow, now I can stop thinking I should blog about it, because now I have.  There’s one thing off the to-do list…

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saturday six, the scatter-brained identity crisis edition

Posted on May 25, 2013

When you don’t show up for the Friday Five, you owe one.

1.)  Financial problems make me tired.

2.)  I need something.  Some structure?  A deadline?  A routine?  Something to replace what isn’t there.  I thought what I needed was rest and recuperation, but I think there’s more.  I need something to do, something to care about, something to want.

I think that’s it.  I need something to want.

How can I know what I want if I don’t know what I am?

At least Hermie knew what he wanted to be.

3.)  I’m having an identity crisis.  I used to know what I am…was.  I was a housewife, a hillbilly geek, a(n underpublished) writer.  Now what am I?  I’m a graphic designer in free fall.  When you have a business degree can you still be a hillbilly?  Can you be a writer when you have no desire to write?  I guess I’m still a housewife.  Still a guardian of critters.  Everything else is in free fall with me. 

I know I’m out of sorts when I don’t feel like doing laundry.  I always feel like doing laundry.  If I won the lotto, I’d buy a laundromat and write and listen to the machines and do laundry all day.

4.)  I kept putting it off, because I felt like I should use up the old first, but I broke down and bought Kelly new shampoo.  The old shampoo smells like one of those cardboard pine trees people used to hang in their cars.  I’ve been trying to use it up since Hannah.  It takes a long time to use up shampoo when I only use it on the little dog.  Ain’t nobody got balls enough to give Cobie a real bath; I just brush him good, hose him off, and brush him again.  He never smells, except like sunshine or night or whatever season it is.  Anyway, the new shampoo smells like vanilla.  I worried Cobie might think she was a cookie–expecially since she has no scent glands anymore–but no.

5.)  Maybe I should start with a random list of things to do just to break the inertia, and work on making it a good list gradually by replacing things with higher priority activities as I go along….

6.)  I think I got farsighted around the same time we adopted Cobie because the dog gods knew I would spend half my time sitting a mile from the computer to make room for a moosedog where my feet are supposed to go.

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to-do today

Posted on April 20, 2013

I know how these types of entries fascinate everyone.  😉

Let dogs out
Start laundry
Scoop cat litter
Let one dog in
Make tea (iced)
Let one cat look out in case the view from the door is different from the view from the window
Empty dishwasher
Soak meatloaf pan again
Let big dog in
Make coffee
Take pills
Let cat out, finally
Finish Friday Five entry, save to post on an actual Friday
Cafe World, with coffee
To-Do list
Grocery list
File papers piled on desk
Reboot laundry
Let cat in and dogs out
Breakfast
Project work (five still due by end of term)

  • Portfolio Piece (two page spread on a logo project)
  • Portfolio Piece (pictograms, maybe this should be the two-pager, angst…angst…twitch)
  • Constitution Day Poster
  • CD Cover
  • Web Site Final Project
Groceries
  • Save-a-Lot
  • GFS
  • Aldi
  • Kroger
  • Meijer
Put groceries away
Collapse onto sofa and let T-moth cook pre-made pizza for dinner (ranch dip sounds good for some reason)
Eat dinner
Retreat into the boob tube zone

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thankful thursday

Posted on April 18, 2013

It didn’t seem appropriate to bring up, what with the explosions and carnage and all, but on Monday we noted Whee Kelly Doll’s birthday.  We don’t know what day is her for-real birthday, only that it’s in the middle of April some time.  Since Tax Day is the only day in this week when no member of T-Moth’s family has a birthday, I assignedit to her.  It seemed appropriate, since Ms Terrierist can be taxing!

We didn’t really do anything particular for her birthday except say Happy Birthday a lot and give her lots of cuddles.  I’m hoping to buy her a new brush this weekend and go to work on her ear mats.  Her feathers are the worst, and with school so crazy I have been lax in her grooming.  We are going to spend some serious brush-time very soon…and maybe some scissors time.  Let her start fresh at both ends, although her buttfeathers are growing back (post-surgery) nicely already.

Anyway, I am thankful that, no matter how insane the world is, dogs are still dogs, and a good dog is good medicine for when the world is too much with us.

I am thankful that stores have changed and are changing their coupon policies, because nothing in life is free, and I use a reasonable amount of coupons, but I resent getting stuck helping to pay for extreme couponers’ hoards because you know the company isn’t eating the cost of all that; they’re passing it on.

I am thankful for a sense of humor.

I am thankful for warm weather and cool weather and sunshine and rain.

I am thankful for family and friends and other critters.

I am thankful for storytellers.

I am thankful the end of this degree program is in sight.

I am thankful for hope.

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thankful thursday

Posted on April 11, 2013

Today I’m thankful again for my new lapatop, and the bag that lets me tote it around with me, and the super-cheap spare cord that I found on e-bay so that I don’t have to crawl around under the desk unplugging before I can achieve mobility.  I just close the lid, unplug the power and the external monitor, slide the machine in the bag, zip, and go.

I am thankful for the work of GB Trudeau, whose vintage Doonesbury strips are currently a large part of the wall between me and utter loss of mind.

I am thankful for hope.

I am thankful for critters who amuse me, and for people who tolerate me–and maybe even love me, sometimes.

Although it got a little too warm a little too quickly–my old body thermostat doesn’t adjust as fast as perhaps it should–I am thankful for weather both warm enough and cool enough to leave the door open so critters can come and go sometimes without me having to dash the length of the house.

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graduation, stress, self-pity, and panty hose

Posted on April 7, 2013

I received a letter from Clark State telling me all the details of graduation:  time, place, ticket availability, cap and gown purchase information, etc..

And then, it said, because they are having the graduation the same day as the last day of school, they will not actually be giving out diplomas, but blanks. Duds. Fakes.

Fah.

Now I am on the fence about this ceremony.

Thirty years ago in May, I received a vocational certificate.  In June, I received my high school diploma.  Both documents were the real deal, and I still have both of them. 

Why do they have to have the ceremony so soon that they can’t tell who is going to actually be eligible for graduation?  It seems so, well…stupid to me, to do it that way.  Why not wait two weeks?  Or a month?  The last week of school is the first week of May, so they could take plenty of time to be sure and still have the ceremony in June like a normal school.

I can’t imagine the soul-slaying humiliation of inviting my family to see me graduate and then…finding out weeks later that I didn’t actually graduate.  And it could happen; I am feeling pretty grim about Professional Development.  If I flunk that class, or any others, I will not be able to retake it (or them) until next spring, so next year would be the earliest I could actually graduate.

“Hi, Mom.  You know the graduation cermony you went to the hassle of attending?  Well, PSYCH!”

Also, the last time I bought pantyhose was thirteen years ago for our wedding.  I swore that would be the last time in life I would wear them.

If I’m going to break my promise and buy pantyhose, I by-the-cosmos want a real document.  Otherwise, I’m leaning toward no…

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thankful thursday

Posted on April 4, 2013

Today I am thankful for warming weather.

For family, for friends both past and present, and for T-Moth, but special mention to Mom this week.  She is 72 and still has all her cognition, although she has expressed her doubts at times.  I think any slippage on her part has more to do with the volume of information there is in one’s brain after 72 years of life.

For reruns of Roseanne and Designing Women, which take the edge off.

I am thankful the Walking Dead is over for the season so I can concentrate for one more hour a week on my schoolwork.  I am also thankful for all you late arrivals to the zombie party (noob! fans) without whom there would be so many fewer zombie stories being told today.  True, there would be fewer bad ones also, but there would also be fewer good ones.

I am thankful (sad, but thankful) for a couple of hateful drama mamas that are no longer actively involved in my life.  I miss them, but not their…stuff.

I am thankful for the forgiving nature of dogs, dog cuddles, dog fur, even in my coffee, and Oliver, who somehow tolerates dogs and still comes around at least a couple of times a day to give and receive affection, and who is impervious to my mood.  “Busy?  All stressed out?  Nobody cares.  It is now time to pet me.  Commence stroking, Servant.”

And I’m thankful for ideas.  They don’t always–or even usually–come when I need them, but this time one did, and as a result I finished my portfolio cover page on time.

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friday (far more than) five – things I can’t wait to do once school is out

Posted on March 29, 2013

Watch TV until my eyeballs bleed

Sit on the porch with the dogs and read

Talk on the phone

Go yard sailing (I spell this wrong on purpose; we go sailing from yard to yard)

Ride my bike

The DOG PARK!

Write

Resume submitting godlight

Redo the front flower bed and pray I find something that can survive in there

Plant ‘maters

Clean my house!!!

Invite someone over to test my new doorbell

Play video games

Go visiting

Practice my impersonation of a dead log

Walk dogs

Play non-video games

Sleep without feeling guilty about it

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thankful thursday

Posted on March 28, 2013

I am thankful for VSP (that’s our vision plan) and affordable glasses, and for our doc and his office, which is fast and really takes customer/patient service seriously.

I am thankful for my office.

I am thankful Kelly’s butt is better, and that her fur is growing back, and that she has no real issues with bowel incontinence, yuck!

I am thankful for my parents.

I am thankful for our mechanic, aka G6, who fixed Tim’s truck quickly, correctly, and under budget.

I am thankful for sunshine.

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